Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Questions Answered

To answer everyone's burning questions, I'm not moving on Sept. 9th, which would be tomorrow. I still don't have my work visa back yet, although it should be any day now. I think the tentative plan is to leave next weekend, although at this point I'm basically saying at some point in September I'll be moving to Monterrey. I'm really glad that God plans these things for us, because left to our own devices it would be disastrous! For example: my plan was to fly to Mexico on the 9th. As of the 8th, my apartment is still not packed/painted/moved out, my physical therapy school stuff isn't finished yet, and I haven't even started packing for Mexico. I'm working on it though, and it WILL be done by next week so that I'll be ready to leave whenever I can.

Some of you have also been asking about Ironman Kentucky, which I participated in on August 29th. It consisted of a 2.4 mile swim, 112 mile bike, and 26.2 mile run, which totals 140.6 miles in one day! I made it 132.4 miles before having to drop out of the race because of heat exhaustion and dehydration. I got pretty sick out on the bike course where the actual temps were 92 or 93 and the heat index was definitely over 100. However it was one of the best days of my life, and I'm hopeful that I can do another full Ironman in 2012. Here are just a few pictures from that day (swim start, on the bike, on the run, and after getting out of the medical tent).





Thursday, August 19, 2010

Beginning of the end

As long as Mexico approves my visa paperwork, I'm moving on September 9th! That's only 21 days away, which seems like a long time and way too soon all at once. The "lasts" are starting. I attended my last Clear Vision meeting, and this coming Sunday is my last at church since I'm out of town the next two. So, if you happen to attend Clear River and find me still sitting in church well after the second service has ended, it's because I just don't want to leave quite yet. As I'm trying to prepare my heart to go, this chorus has been running through my head quite a bit. Christ's love has been the concept of many a late night conversation lately, and I'm trying to wrap my mind around the fact that His love is too vast and complex to ever fully wrap my mind around.

"Your love is peace to the broken,
Faith for the widow,
Hope for the orphan,
Strength for the weak.
Your love is the anthem of nations,
Rings out through the ages,
And you're always enough."
Always Enough by Casting Crowns

I'll leave you with some pictures I took on my last trip of where I'll be living in Mexico, the poverty in the Rio communities, and the sweet children who have hope because of Jesus.
This is the view from where I (and the other 34 staff, their kids, the teens in the Hope program, and American's on missions trips) live. It's my favorite place on the planet.









Wednesday, August 4, 2010

The not as fun stuff

This week has been about the not-so-fun part of getting ready to leave. I had to extend my apartment lease for 2 extra months, which is really expensive but was necessary. Yesterday I got some of my shots (typhoid and H1N1), and by Friday I still need to get a TB test, hepatitis A, and a tetanus booster, which are also kind of costly and make my arm really sore. Thankfully I have an awesome doctor who's attentive to the fact that I get sick pretty easily, so she's sending me with 2 rounds of antibiotics "just in case". So it's not all sunshine and roses, some of this prep work is really not fun. But I'm still excited and can't wait to be down there loving on those kiddos and working with the rest of the staff. 5-6 weeks to go!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Under the Overpass

I read a fantastic book this weekend titled "Under the Overpass: A journey of faith on the streets of America" by Mike Yankoski. It's one of those books that I read in one sitting with several cups of coffee and my journal by my side. If you are at all intrigued by the homeless or have a desire to serve and love them, this book is a great one. It's the story of two guys who chose to be homeless for several months after feeling God prompt them to "be the Christian you say you are". It was a test of their own faith in God to literally provide for their every need, as well as a look into how Christians in America are treating the homeless. A guy and a friend spent about a month in 6 different cities to get a look at homelessness in all parts of the US. They met some amazing people who are living examples of Jesus, and they met some people who were extremely hurtful and misguided. What I really love about the book is that they end with really practical ways that Christians in America can love the homeless better.

One of my favorite parts of the book was when Mike was staying in a shelter in Denver and interacting with James, a man with severe mental illness and drug addiction. James was talking about how he was really sad, and Mike encouraged him to read a particular Psalm. It turns out James had read the entire book of Psalms the night before, clinging to the intense emotion and promise of rescue. Mike pondered if he had ever been so honest with his emotion or so desperate for Jesus that he literally stayed up all night pouring over the Bible seeking comfort and a promise that there was hope. It left me thinking the same thing, have I ever needed Jesus so badly that I stayed awake all night pouring over His words?

Friday, July 9, 2010

I will not leave you as orphans

A few weeks ago, I attended the summer conference (audio is available until 7-15) put on by our network of churches with about 50 other Clear River folks. About 15 of us camped for the 4 days to save some money, and it was probably one of the most amazing experiences ever! Anyways, the theme of the conference was The Father's Love, and the theme verse was John 14:18 "I will not leave you as orphans: I will come to you." We had sessions on how the Father knows us, the Father is good, the Father chooses us, the Father is trustworthy, the Father forgives, and the Father's house. I thought a lot about the kids in Mexico, particular the teens in the Hope program. I desperately wished they could hear and really understand some of these truths. Particularly the second and third sessions on how the Father is good and that the Father chooses us. I wonder if those kids understand even a small fraction of the Father, that He is always good and gives good gifts to his children. That he chose them and their presence was His idea. That every single part of them was made purposefully and right, the Father didn't make a mistake with them or overlook them. We sang a song called "You Hold Me Now" by Hillsong, and some of the lyrics really spoke to me. I had a wonderful image of the Father rejoicing over and restoring all of his children in Heaven. Ironically, my good friend Heather had a very similar image. Must be the social worker in us both, our hearts hurt for these little ones.

"When the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
May the songs of Heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering, you hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness, no sick or lame
No hiding, you hold me now,
You hold me now."

Swimming in the lake, we tried to spell Jesus with our arms. It worked, kind of...
My amazing lifegroup, Ashley, Jenny, and Me
Heather and I

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Hurricane Alex vs. Monterrey

1st Picture: a road about a 1/2 mile away from the property and for perspective that white thing is taller than I am

2nd Picture: the front steps of LDM (where groups stay and probably where I'll be living)

This is the email I just received from Todd, the executive director of Back2Back. Please be praying for the Back2Back staff in Mexico and all of the casa hogars and rio villages as they begin to clean up after the storm.


I am sure you have heard by now that we were hit with the afternmath of Hurricane Alex (felt like the hurricane without the winds). We received 40" of rain in about 36 hours. Everyone is safe. The mountain run off (more like blast) and the rains were relentless. We cancelled the teams for this week, but will be evaluating for next week, pending septic, in/out passage from the neighborhood, weather, and the facility.

Try googling the Santa Catarina River Monterrey and check out the You Tube videos. The Santa Catarina River in Monterrey is usually a dry river bed, so much so that they have businesses in the river bed, professional soccer fields with turf, a golf course, etc. Crazy! It took out some of the major highways going to the airport.

Many of our staff have posted video clips and photos on their face book.

In Preparation:
In preparation, we did have 3 generators for the wells/ refrigerators, and office (Internet/ phone), and praise God, we ordered two loads of gravel for redirecting streams of water. We also had plenty of flashlights etc. I do not think we could have prepared with out having dug a 6'x6' mote around the property:). We also stocked up on food and water. We distributed tarps, bottled water and other resources to the Rios, and Cadereyta, so they could have one point "shelter / refuge".

Our Team:
Our staff was incredible. I am not an emotional person, but at midnight on Thursday, I was spent, and so tired that I actually fell asleep on the bucket I was using to bail water. The staff men and interns stepped in and kept saying "we got this". I am still overwhelmed by their friendship and sacrifice. Some of the staff men spent the entire night taking turns bailing water from the front of my house, so it would not flood again. I was able to rest for about 5 hours.

Other staff were incredible filling the gaps wherever needed: prepping meals, digging trenches, leading people, making make shift sand bags, working in knee deep pouring down rain to try to prevent flooding. Others maintained the cause with the team helping keep everyone calm and on task. We have an incredible team!!

Our U.S. team was awesome in re-booking flights, etc.

LDM/CAMPUS:
The campus took quite a hit. Most of the east walls are damaged, the Hope House, Ester House, and David House flooded with gushing waters coming in the back doors. My house flooded with about 2" of water, LDM building had a constant stream flowing through it. The soil in some areas is so soft it would take you in to your knees. This is a major concern of mine in recovering because we need the soil to dry out, and it is still raining. The water pressure from the rains created 5' deep holes behind the teen homes. I am almost certain that the large palapa will need reinforcing. At one point part of it was covered in 2' of water. Ironically, Dain Jepson was here with his church and was grilling in knee deep water. I think he is certain now he does not want his old job back:)
We had one water line break, but it is now repaired. The septic tanks area leeching... not sure how to evaluate. We are trying to only drink the water that we stock piled because most of the run off from the mountain was septic with rain water, so we are not sure how that impacts our well. My gut is that it has enough natural filtration (60' down) that it is okay, but we are trying to only drink the stored water or bottled water. We will have the water tested this week.
We were without power for about 24 hours, but with the generators were able to keep some fridges working in LDM ie. group food.

Ministry Sites:
As far as reported the Casa Hogars are fine, but Rio 1 and Rio 3 were burried in water. We begged Meme (Rio 1) to come here early, but she insisted on staying in the soup kitchen to provide a refuge. Ultimately, she had to break into some ones house in the neighborhood across the street and took the kids from the rio to the second floor (the first floor already was flooded). She was concerned she would get in trouble, but I believe she did the right thing.
Cadereyta, I am still unsure of.

The Teams:
The teams were one of our major concerns. We were not concerned about their safety, but concerned we could not get them out of the country or let alone our neighborhood. Most flights were cancelled in/out on Thursday, so an early departure was not possible. I assume that American and Continental were not going to send their 30+ million dollar planes to Mty; it was easier just to keep them grounded in Houston, and Dallas.

We were able to get them out yesterday, Friday, by walking to the highway. They had to wade through knee deep water to get out of the neighborhood. The bus was able to make it to the highway, but not inside the neighborhood. All but about 25 people of 110 flew out yesterday. The rest stayed in a hotel 1/2 mile from the airport. We booked rooms in advance for all 110 people hoping we could at least get out of the neighborhood and close the airport, but all but the 25 were at least able to get to Dallas. The 25 stayed in the Hampton and will prayerfully fly out today,but regardless are dry, and in a hotel near the airport.

Recovery:
Please pray. We are going to spend the next couple of days trying to estimate what the damage is. In any normal storm, even with heavy rains, we would have been fine, maybe a little wet, but fine. The water pressure build up from the mountain side and properties above us trying to re-direct built up behind all of our perimeter walls (east side of the property). We punched massive holes in the walls so that they would not be pushed over. some walls had 5' of water behind them. We have tons of water damage. We need some dry weather to recover, so please pray for good weather.
In the recovery, I hope to spend some time on rain water control, but I am not sure that anyone could control 40" in 36 hours.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Patience

"Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous, yes, wait patiently for the Lord." Psalm 27:14

I have and forever will freely admit that I am not a patient person. I pray for patience, and then get upset when I am not granted patience right then and there. Raising support is challenging me and my impatient ways. When I start to think about how much left there is to raise, I get that sick-to-my-stomach feeling and want to go on some kind of fundraising bonanza to get all the money now so I don't have to think about it. But that's not what I or God really wants. What I (and I think God) want is for people to support me because they feel like God has asked them to, and they want to partner with me and Back2Back in loving the poor and orphans. I don't want people to feel pressured or guilted into giving money. And so, I wait patiently for the Lord to provide. I continue to talk with people about Mexico and try to give them a glimpse into my heart and my love for these children. And I try to be brave and courageous, following what I feel God telling me to do and not rushing in to try and solve it myself. Please continue to pray for me on my support raising journey. Pray for patience for me, that God would continue to lead me, and of course that the needed money would indeed come in.